meh...
I am feeling like the butt of the multi-verses' biggest practical joke today. Doncha hate it when friendships are gonna take divergent paths. You can kinda follow the friendship for a while, but you know that it is doomed and what you want from the friendship can never really exist. Even worse that the other side of the friendship wants the same things but still knows it cannot be. Now you see why I feel that a massive practical joke is being played on me. This is why I could never be an atheist - I wanna blame something else for this foreseeable fuckup! Grr...
